The Thinking Emotions

Today I am telling u no good old stories or lessons or things to do this or that today I am telling you something which we already know. We all know what it is to be like a failure because once in a life we have failed in something that we are unable to cope u from whether its a heart break or serious identity problem or financial burden or sometimes u are without a friend which listens you much or be there for u  in your stupid jokes which are really stupid. Friends all our life we have concealed ourselves from the things we are afraid from and it not like we should not we should conceal yourself from decisions which hurt somebody we conceal ourselves from the selfish desires we have we should conceal dishonesty because life is not a business in which you always have to lure to make money rather life is a simple home where u live in harmony and where you are not running around of things which bare not important to you. life is writing songs for the person you love most life is this to

I often feel guilty of the act that i am not doing things which i am suppose to do. But i keep on repeating the mistakes calling friends watching movies at the time of studying and even fighting with parents. That's my old teenage problem which a  every normal teenager faces. But what about the independence i would like to have in my life where it is i just wanted to explore the things with out  having any judgment by others . I want to get drunk although i dont like its taste have sex with girls flirt more live life laugh more spend most drive BMW make muscular body like that actor hrithik . So what's the matter even if i eat a lot of food this sweetu tooth hearty person want to live independent.so what's backing me up from my life rules tradition financial independence customs yes this culture also . Yes i wanted to live free where i am fulfilling the basic need of my life and then living without  distraction but my brother life is full of situations and practical people